NEW OR DIFFERENT THING HAPPEN WITH ME..

I PASSED IN CONSTABLE EXAM.. EVERYONE IS HAPPY WITH IT BUT I DON'T HAPPY.. I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS JOB I JUST WANT TO BE A BANKER. NO ONE UNDERSTAND ME.. AMIT ALSO SO HAPPY WITH IT BUT WHY?? HE DON'T KNOW THAT THIS JOB IS NOT FOR GIRLS?? O GOD WHAT IS THIS I DON'T BLAME U I AM THANKFUL TO U FOR EVERYTHING U GIVE ME U DO FOR ME .. BUT TODAY I ENABLE TO UNDERSTAND WHAT U PLAN FOR ME?  I KNOW U ALWAYS DO WHAT IS GOOD FOR ME AND I TRUST U BUT TODAY I CONFUSE TO THIS JOB.. I BELIEVE THAT I ALSO FACE 2ND ROUND AND ALSO WILL SUCCESS BUT AFTER THEN?? I HAVE TO DO THIS JOB NA?? WHAT U THINK ITS BETTER FOR ME?? I AM SO CONFUSE PLEASE HELP ME NA..
ITS TOTALLY CHANGE MY LIFE U KNOW ME I AM NOT THAT TYPE OF PERSONALITY TO DO THIS JOB.. BUT IF U PLANNED FOR ME THIS SO I WILL ME BUT PLEASE..DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE HELP ME IN EVERY MOMENT AND BE ALWAYS WITH ME..

I LOVE MY LIFE: A bad turn

I LOVE MY LIFE: A bad turn: i don't know whats wrong with me.. i am so sad about it i feel so bad what i am doing. someone truly love me and someone doing use me. ...

A bad turn

i don't know whats wrong with me.. i am so sad about it i feel so bad what i am doing. someone truly love me and someone doing use me. but problem is that i attract with the one who use me. he have to used me. at start he shows that is care of me but when i with him he totally  ignore me. i so much heart his behavior. what should i have to do??? i compel due to my feelings. i enable to control  my feelings. i really want to leave this person but problem is that he is so bad he used me after that he said he is only my friend.
 this thing so much hurt me. i want to give a strong answer with a high altitude if anybody read my post so please help me for this..

i am happy in my own way..

Now i feel free, i know my weakness but i have to remove it. no one can use me why i give a chance to any one that he can use me. i am special i am best so why i feel bad when anyone don't give special attraction to me.. its only happens because they think i am weak i compel to my heart.. but he don't think that if my heart want a person truly so it also can ignore him truly why i tolerate my insult. if they think i am only a thing that he want to use so he use and when he want to through so he through. why???? 

now enough everything will be in my way. i am happy with the person who love me most who care of me ...when i have the one best buddy so why i need other one. yes 

fashion.

i so much attract towards fashion.........kal he kuch fashion trend dekhe i so much cherrful..i realyy wnt to be a fashion desiner..bt i dont knw hw i cn..fashion dress, fotware, scarfe etc.. everything

I LOVE MY LIFE: THINK POSITIVE

I LOVE MY LIFE: THINK POSITIVE: today is the topic of "think positive".. aaj tak jitni v maine persnality development books padhi h sbhi k andar ek baat commaon lgi vo h P...

THINK POSITIVE

today is the topic of "think positive"..
aaj tak jitni v maine persnality development books padhi h sbhi k andar ek baat commaon lgi vo h POSITIVE THINK .. ya sv log khte h bdi bdi batain bs kitabo main acchi lagti h bt kya sbhi yhi sochte honge?? nhi na jo yh sochta h bs whi he apni life main piccjhe rhta hai..or jo ye batain amal me late h vo aange nikal jate h..yh 100% true h..jra ek baat pe gaur kijiy...hm svi ne vo aladiin bali story to suni h na usme hota kya h aladiin ko jo lamp melta h usme se ek jini niaklta h or usse khta h jo hukum mere aka or is tarah vo uski wish puri krta h.. aap mane na mane bt aaj v hmari wish puri hoti h jo hm chate h vo sb pura hota h bt tbhi jb hme pata ho ki hm chate kya h or use kitna chate h h isk liy hme uspe belive krna hota h fir chahe aap use god ko khhr kre ya yh sochkr ki vo jarur hoga..usk liy bs ek he kam krna h or vo h hmesha positive sochna. aksr hmne dekha h hm jo sochte h vo he hota h or ye jyadtar negative he hota h vo sirf isliy kyuki hm negative he sochte h us negative thought ko hm attract krte h or vo ho jata h kv positive ko v attract krk dekhiy vo kaise nhi hota h thoda patience or jayda belive se yh hota h..jra yh krk dekhiy aage kuch or accha or imp bataynge..