NEW OR DIFFERENT THING HAPPEN WITH ME..

I PASSED IN CONSTABLE EXAM.. EVERYONE IS HAPPY WITH IT BUT I DON'T HAPPY.. I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS JOB I JUST WANT TO BE A BANKER. NO ONE UNDERSTAND ME.. AMIT ALSO SO HAPPY WITH IT BUT WHY?? HE DON'T KNOW THAT THIS JOB IS NOT FOR GIRLS?? O GOD WHAT IS THIS I DON'T BLAME U I AM THANKFUL TO U FOR EVERYTHING U GIVE ME U DO FOR ME .. BUT TODAY I ENABLE TO UNDERSTAND WHAT U PLAN FOR ME?  I KNOW U ALWAYS DO WHAT IS GOOD FOR ME AND I TRUST U BUT TODAY I CONFUSE TO THIS JOB.. I BELIEVE THAT I ALSO FACE 2ND ROUND AND ALSO WILL SUCCESS BUT AFTER THEN?? I HAVE TO DO THIS JOB NA?? WHAT U THINK ITS BETTER FOR ME?? I AM SO CONFUSE PLEASE HELP ME NA..
ITS TOTALLY CHANGE MY LIFE U KNOW ME I AM NOT THAT TYPE OF PERSONALITY TO DO THIS JOB.. BUT IF U PLANNED FOR ME THIS SO I WILL ME BUT PLEASE..DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE HELP ME IN EVERY MOMENT AND BE ALWAYS WITH ME..